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[23 Sep 2007|07:57pm] |
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Some friends are such dickheads I don't know why they bother. ERrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
frustrating?!!?!?!?!>?!!?!?!>?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?#?!?!>?!>?
(Sorry bit of a random post but I'm hitting the keys quite hard)
Yeah hmph.
I'm 18 next week thou... eee i'm kinda scared, don't know why :S but it seems scary. annnnnnndddddddd I WANT A PARTY!!! actually HANNAH AND I WANT TO THROW A MASSIVE 18TH BUUUUUTTTTTT hmph WHERE OH WHERE IS A MASSIVE HOUSE?!
oh gees I'm so FRUSTRATED at the moment.
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| Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart |
[27 Aug 2007|05:19pm] |
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I'm emoing at the moment. How werid emo nat. But yeah I dunno Fian's not talking to me. I dunno what the hell. I thought we were close but obviously not. Rebecca's not talking to me either but like so what shes a bitch anyway, she's never been there for me when it matters (mom, any deaths) only thinks of herself. It's werid. They both ignore me so yeah I'm a bit ho hum. Failed another Bio test. And Dad keeps going on about how I have to be carefull, incase I get cancer too. So I'm emoing at the moment. Kinda a big let down since I had a really awesome time with Chi and Nush on Friday but hoooo humm schools just MEH. I had another thing I was sad about but i've forgotton. lol (see I don't do emo well) Oh wait thats right. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO IN UNI NEXT YEAR! OMG and it's nearly NOVEMEBER! ahhhh!
Snif, hopefully the suns brighter tomorrow.
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[25 Aug 2007|10:09am] |
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Woohoo. My mom is a okie! and the Cancer is all gone and she just has to take some pills for 5 years or something. So I am much happier. And also Richmond won house music! so Tap THAT! woohoo. Had a good day too yesterday at Vic open Day (only saw two things and then buggered off to town so lol it was good and nice and sunny too. I'll post some pics had a good time with Chi and Nush and it was good to hang out with different friends.) But Yeah I'm much relieved and much happier and no one can spoil my happy mood. :D
Justin's coming to NZ soon. I want to go!
Ps. Some friends are fucking dickheads. (Sorry just had to get it off my chest) ..now back to my happiness :D!
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| need to get something off my chest |
[05 Jul 2007|11:40pm] |
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Why is it that no one knows how to react when your mom has cancer? Why does it feel so bad? And why does it seem like I can't talk to anyone?
I don't mind talking if people ask. But then no one asks so I don't want to bother them and it seems like they don't care and then it ends up going round and round in my head. I don't know what to do. I find it hard just to smile, yet alone "be strong".
I feel like shit and it hurts. :(
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| ahh Friends |
[31 May 2007|04:10pm] |
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so what do you do when your best friend is a narcisist?
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parents are stupid. well mine are anyway.
backstabbers are also stupid. ie. my stupid parents
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[30 Mar 2007|11:07pm] |
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i am more stuff to vent but because of my geo internal i only got one hours sleep last night!! so a bit tired here!!! yawn lol
Follies (our school production) was good thou i saw it tonight!! hehe
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| Johnathan and Vanessa's Wedding |
[05 Mar 2007|07:20pm] |
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Woohoo, flew to Sydney for ONE day!! Best time ever!! We just shopped for like the whole day, sorry missed your church ceremony guys but i'm sure was good, you know when you're only here for a day you have to get your prioities straight, ie Shop FIRST!! haha but yeah got some good clothes, myers-loves it, and OMG there was like a 7 storey supre! like WTF!!!! ahh so werid yeah so shopping was great appart from didnt get my guess bag :( snif but dw next time! im gonna try get two, maybe one to match my wallet and a casual one that will go with everything :P oooh yes and i got my babydoll perfume!! yus smelling fab now! :P ahh loves it. next time im gonna get the gucci envy me that one smells pretty good too oh i love perfume :D
Oooh Yes the Wedding! Well it was pretty good part from the music too old school for me to dance to and plus all the auntys and uncles and parents were dancing so ya know don't wanna really like show them up or anything lol jokes guess its just too awkard like that lol but i looked great in my dress! loves it!! thanx to fifi for picking it out :D :P yeah the clubs down below the dockside were playing like way cool music and had HOTTER guys! far she didnt have any cousins my age!! i was like aww damn no hot italian boys :( but there were some downstairs so i was all sweeetttttt anyway looking hoooooot! :P Ill post some piccys up latas! dont you worry you can see most things
annnnnd OMG in aussie they have that heaven chocolate but ICE CREAM!!!! OMG YUM!!!!!!! man NZ is sooo slow!!! but yeah damn aussies sooooo way cool! loves it <3 <3 <3!!
ANNNNDDDDD
ITS DAN CARTERS BDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAN!!! :P (and also my baptism day too ;) :P)
and All the best John and Vanessa!! :D
love always nat
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| STUDY LEAVE!!! |
[14 Nov 2006|06:19pm] |
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Oh my gosh finally!! Today was our final day before we venture off into the world of Exams and NCEA. Today we didn't even do that much lol, most classes was like games and eating lol so dat was good and we got our exam slips and stuff. gah Physics first. but at least now i have these Study Guides for Biology, Geography and of course Physics since thats where i need it the most. I also had my last ever Physics lesson yesterday and what did i do? Spend it bummin around on the computer on Bebo!! Ha ha ha :P Ah I'm such a slacker.
Yeah not a lot is happening except revision hehe or lack there of. Mod and I are going to see the Devil Wears Prada before our Math Exam we got about two days in between hehehe bad i know but hopefully i will do well in maths this time, i seem to do better in A Level Math than NCEA Math which is werid because NCEA is definatly easier!
Ooo On TV One News tonight there were these faggots complaining about the New Zealand Waterfront Stadium that hasn't even been built yet or been governed that it can be built and they were complaining. and the really pissed me off. They live in some high rise building overlooking the site where the Stadium maybe built. They brought this appartment because of the 'view of the harbour' (Yet theres fuking container ships down there so i dont understand exactly what kind of view that is) But they are COMPLAINING. and WHY? because the Stadium will block this view and be some sort of eyesore. But WHAT DA HELL?! I'm sure looking at a Stadium would be better than looking at stupid Containers, you still see the harbour its not like the whole Stadium is gonna take up the whole of Auckland. I just found these people really selfish. Here, was a once (or maybe twice) in a lifetime opportunity to host the Rugby World Cup and build a brand new Stadium and here they are complaining about the View! Who do these people think they are? and do you know what they were doing. Writing up a Petition. That's right a Petition. The Stadium plans havent even been set and people still have 10 days to the decsion of whether the Stadium will even go ahead will be final. I just really don't understand these people and can't believe TV One even put them on their screens.
ERRRR!!!
But personally I think they should go for the revamp of Eden Park. Wasn't the whole idea of NZ hosting the Rugby World Cup was to bring rugby to its homeland and club rugby or something but yeah I just think that playing the final on a Stadium tjhats probably never been used defeats the whole purpose of the idea that they put forward to the IRB or watever if that what the idea was. but Err those people so full of themselves just pissed me off.
Hmm yeah im all good now. lol ahh I'm going to the Library tomorrow. how boring lol
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| Smack That :P |
[07 Nov 2006|06:43pm] |
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Lol, that akon songs stuck in my head.
Anyho so I decided to update here since i didnt wanna do anymore maths or any other time of study even though i reallly really should. The Bio test today proved that. Lol we were meant to you know do a practice test to like improve our marks and like we were doin it in a study lesson and she let us go to a different room right and she was all like i trust you wont cheat off each other and we're kinda like yup but then yeah lol i had my notes with me! aww felt so guilty givin it back to her but o well i really did not know anything about internal transport in animals (something to do with blood and u know it transported around the body etc but in the standard you like decribe 3 diff animals ie. we are doing insect, fish, humans) yeah and so i was just like copying off my notes! bad nat bad!! o well im going to the libary this weekend so hopefully should work out.
and hmm what else o yes i finally have Morning Tea with Mrs Eadie on Thursday!! She's our principal and yeah Sylv and I never thought she'd ever get to me (bottom of the roll almost you see) and yeah finally happening!! but yeah apparently your only meant to take one mellowpuff so i dont know how i am going to survive this day with morning tea only one mellowpuff!! gosh!! wt does she think we are???! but yeah i guess we have to be proper with the principal and all but yeah ooo big. eek! lol o well i should get back to studyin :P and yeah people are sooo distracting on MSN!! gosh
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smack that :P
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| Woah |
[03 Nov 2006|09:58pm] |
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Woah havent written on here in a while!
Heaps i guess has been happening,
Im 17!! Whoop whoop :P!
Im probably a bebo addict (That craze goes around like crazy! but i did have it before just didnt use it as much as now..think everyone at our schools got it now)
Ive finish my AS Cambridge Exams. There was only two but yeah had the stats one today...went well hopefully :D better than my Pure one..Least i READ the ques properly not skimming like usual
Im Failing PHYSICS!!! yeah lol but i hate it SOOOOOOOO much and thank goodness i am not doin da shit next year!
Head Girl and all the head positions are causing big tension at my school seems my year can get quite bitchy but hopefully we've got a good one. we find out on monday. I trust who i voted for. I think they're right for the job. It is Marsden after all.
For some obscure reason im gettin Excellences for my english essays. :D
I have a straightener. :D Very Very Good :D
Ipods got over 2000 songs! woot finally!
NCEA Exams in about two weeks (EEK!)
I have a Guess Wallet which is the same as my sistas (not real sister but u know) Mod aww she is sooo sweet I love her, but so sad when she go back to thailand for good :( ill be sisterless snif :'(
Fireworks this weekend!! Parents not Home!! AWESOME!!! Hahahaha
i think thats most of the stuff that happened, i think im gonna go on here instead of bebo now. control the addiction lol
o yeah and how could i forget???
DAN CARTER IS LOOKIN HOT AS!!! Even thou he went very metro and chemically straightened his hair. I guess we have one thing in commmon. :P
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| Funny tortise joke (well i think its funny) and my ABC's |
[04 Sep 2006|08:36pm] |
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A man answers a knock at his back door. He can't
see anyone but then notices a tortoise. The tortoise
says 'You couldn't lend me $5 could you?'.
The man picks him up, calls him a cheeky bastard
and chucks him down the garden. Three months later
there's another knock at the back door. The man
opens it to find the same tortoise there again
who says "That wasn't very nice now was it?'
A - AVAILABLE? yup
B - BEST FRIEND: hmm becky or eva
C - CRUSH: dan carter!!! and richie mccaw and chris hemsworth
D - DADS NAME: Tony
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: becky or eva
F - FAVORITE BAND: westlife!!!
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: gummy bears!
H - HOME TOWN: wellington
I - INSTRUMENT: piano! well i dont play music but i can play chopsticks and this otha song
K - KIDS: nope
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: wellington to tongario or like taupo so boring man oo or in sydney when we went down south so long man
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? chocolate!! or strawberry
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? one older brother
O - ONE WISH: for dan carter ahaha nah joke probly for more wishes so then i can wish for dan over and over and over again hahaha just kiddin
P – PHOBIA: eww spiders and bugs and scary ppl
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE: save a horse ride a cowboy!
R - REASON TO SMILE: hot guys :D
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: If you were mine - Marcoz Hendanez or something
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7am
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: mushrooms yukky
W - WORST HABITS: useing the credit card
X - X-RAYS: nope
Y - YUMMY FOOD: ice cream!! oo and chocolate cake ooooo anddddd apple doughnut!! and any other doughnuts omg yum oo and popcorn chicken!!
Z- ZODIAC SIGN: Libra (tampons) lol
oo well back to studying and boy dan and richie were hot in the weekend!!
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| Hello |
[29 Aug 2006|06:32pm] |
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Oh my gosh, Sorry about lack of updates!!! We had our ball on the weekend!! and you guys have to check out the pictures!! you can see them on my space or on my bebo but i think you have to add me first on bebo but anyway the ball was awesome!! The theme was arabian nights, it was really cool and everyone looked gorgeous!! and we got a photo with Mrs Eadie!! awesome!! yeah and theres heaps of photots ay, la de da what else been happening, oo wel Richmond won house music!!! like first time ever!! it was awesome go us! we were hot!!! yeah anyway i have to write two essays for english so umm yeah ill write soon!! if i remember and dan still looks hot!!
http://natcarter.spaces.live.com/ thats my space
o and gossipingloony@hotmail.com add me to bebo!! cos then you can see more pics cos i got lazy last night and only put the pre ball pics up on my space i just remembered oopsy
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| School Holidays |
[30 Jun 2006|10:43pm] |
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Yay theyre HERE!!! party party party!! 3 weeks of doing bugger all how awesome :D
appart from I have to work at dads work again (Lamington time again!!! yum) , man that gonna be boring but im going to get time off this time since I getting paid more - $12 an hour - apparently thats good. I dunno as long as I can buy more clothes I am sweet with it. O Yes Mrs Moss also gave us a MASS amount of A Level Homework to do "incase we ever feel the urge to get up at 7am and do maths" (she wrote that in the email) gosh but she said its like an hour a week so i suppose i could spare an hour, haha.
oh yes and I just did my whole english internal today probably not 400 words but good enough because i used a thesaurus this time and used all these fancy words hehe so should sound good.
and Dan Carter played vs Argentina!! SO HOT yum good to see him back on the screen :D
ANNNNNND today i didnt get a personalised good morning from Mrs Eadie how sad snif but I didnt really see her today, she seemed busy but last Friday she was all happy and all the year 7s were tryna be all cool saying good morning to her but she just like good morning girls but then i come along and she like Good Morning Natalie! HAH and I didnt even initiate the good mornings either so she knows my name!! Mrs Eadie and I, chum buddies, sisters for life!! HAHA just kidding but she knew my name and just brush past everyone else just saying Morning or Good Morning but I get a personalised good morning, how VIP am I? haha
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| One Term Down, Three more to go.... PS. does anyone watch Campbell Live? |
[14 Apr 2006|10:38pm] |
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Yay school term over and the holidays are finally here! and what am i going to do? SLEEP! and SHOPPPPPPPPPPPP of course, I think I may need some new highlighters on accouta lisa and anyone else in my english class has since used some up on accounta First you highlight EVERYTHING, which is exactly what she was doing to the monologue instruction sheet. And I also need some new winter items actually maybe just a whole wardrobe would be nice ;) but its been sunny in welly (odd i know) but you definatly feel the cold at night well I do anyway or maybe someone just left the window open?
Anyway my holidays are going to be fulled with shopping! and movies! and anything else that takes me somewhere! of course i have heaps of homework but im gonna tag along with seungeun to the libary if i get round to it probably not since lambton quay is just down thata way from the libary so its a huge distraction but hmm how will I pay for all this shopping? Well I think Daddys gold card is over there.... ;)
In The Holidays:
Buying: Magazines,(NW, Cosmo, New Woman, Womans Day, New Idea), Tops, Jerseys/Jacket/Knit Tops, Lee Jeans, Scales, Highlighters, Trackpants, iPod Case, Silk/Satiny Shorts (MinkPink) ooo cool labell, Pay phone bill ($25.19 this month!! woohooo finally cheap), ooo I need new coat hangers (I'm hanging up ALL the clothes I wear and well I seem to have quite a lot and since my brother came back from his round the world trip he also has HEAPS of clothes so we are both short on coat hangers and I already stole my parents spare ones) oh yes and Sylv's Present :D
Excited about: Sylv's Party!
Forgetting about: Anything to do with Monologues
Worried about: My munted 2nd toe like wt the hell is wrong with it and it looks so gross and ruins my perfect feet!!
Wearing: Comfy stuff, warm stuff, ooo and my jandels or my slippers
Smelling Like: Babydoll (the prettyist scent)
Listening to: anything I can dance around the house too
Watching: Oprah (it better effing be on) oo and The View!! and E! of course
annnnd I was on Campbell Live!! for this NCEA vs Cabridge thingy cos they came and filmed our AS Maths class how cool and there I was on TV how awesomely hot :D
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| Chemistry |
[22 Mar 2006|09:42pm] |
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Got a Excellence in Chemistry, I'm so proud of myself!! hehe!!!
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